We slept last night. He slept from 9-5am woke up to nurse, and then slept until 9. That's how I like it. Then he napped from 12:45 to 3:45. He'll be nice and refreshed for the meeting. Actually we are both sick, my throat is swollen and sore, and my nose stuffed. I imagine I got it from him b/c he has had a cough ( I think from post nasal drip) and a runny nose since Monday. I hate it when he is sick.
I have been feeling icky. Lots of constant tummy aches, and yesterday I threw up. Today wasn't so bad. I feel best in the mornings, and by the time Matt comes home from work, I'm tired, got a tummy ache, and just want to curl up in bed. Yeah, doesn't make for such a good cook.
As for food, no cravings, but the desire to eat healthy. I guess you could call it a craving... I am not dying for it, but when I think about food, I think about simples meals like grilled chicken and veggies.
So, since no one around here reads this, I'm gonna do a little no name vent. Me and a gf had a silly disagreement I guess. I had talked to her about something that upset me (involving other friends of ours) and well, I was a little emotional. After I did my little speech, I apologized, and thanked her for letting me confide in her. Several days later, I am regreting my confession as I should have talked to the people who upset me, but figuring she was my closest friend, it was all good. I am a firm believer in, if you have a problem with someone, talk to them about it, not other people. So, my girlfriend decides to solve the problem for us, and goes to them and talks to them about it. She apparently solved the problem, but I have no idea about this. I go to them to work it out, and they are all like, thinking differently. My friend didn't really understand what I was upset about and changed things up, and "solved a problem", yet I feel so sense of closure. I still feel like this is there. They can apologize to her all they want, but the problem is with me. So I am upset with her that she broke my confidence. She says, you didn't ask me not to tell, so I thought I could. Right. The tears and the "thanks for letting me confide" must have told her that. So now, one problem becomes two. She refuses to apologize, and thinks she did nothing wrong.
I don't know what to do. Its not a huge deal, but I really feel I deserve an apology. (she also spoke to one other person about something else) The bible says to leave your gift at the altar, and go make amends, and to not let the sun set in a provoked state, but how can I do that, when I feel so hurt, and a little betrayed. It's hard to fix something.
Vent over.
Please feel free to give me your thoughts on the matter.
Landen is opening and closing the closet door, saying in, (when he goes in) and out (when he goes out).
I better get my face on for the meeting tonight. I've got little red dots all over my face. They look like teeny freckles. I imagine its hormones, they dont look like pimples though.
BYE!
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I'm sorry that you aren't feeling well. I've learned that the only person I can really trust with my feelings, frustrations is my husband. Everyone else will just spread it, even things that are personal about me. He's the safest person to talk too. I would feel upset too. You'll probably feel better after making amends though, you can't change them but you can lift the burden off of yourself. Good luck! So sweet about your boy!
I think you have every reason to feel such as you do. This friend of your's was very presumptive in her actions. I think you deserve an apology for her actions. I also think it's important for a person to be able to vent and sometimes that is enough to resolve an issue for an individual. It's important to have someone who you can confide in and trust that they'll keep your confidence.
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