Time has gotten away

it seems. I haven't posted in a loooong time! I have been busy with life. I am feeling better! I am getting a baby bump, and finally starting to realize my pregnancy. Last night I dreamt of the baby (it was a boy).
I am taking care of a little girl named Lola 3 days a week. It's not bad, she is a good napper, in the afternoon, and it gives me some time with just Landen while she is with us, but she is a crier. O BOY, is she a crier. She will be one on the 19th of June, and she's not crawling or walking, normal I know, but she doesn't want to even try. She wants to be held, and if you leave her for a second she tells you how it is. :D A learning experience for me, as Landen was so easy going and indepedent at that age. He is a lot tougher. :D
I am really proud of him though. He hasn't acted jealous at all, shares his toys, and entertains her so well. He is such a good boy with her, and I am hoping its a good prep. for days to come.
For so long now, I think, we have 9 months....but all of a sudden I realize, its not....I will be 4 months on Thursday, so that gives me what, 5 months? YIKES!!
But we are all doing good. :D
Busy busy busy!